I just got something to say...

I Love My Dear so much !

Its as if some confessions.. lolx..
Kinda had some misunderstanding with him.. I made him angry.. n i know its entirely my fault.. Everything's resolve.. =)
Both of us think that there's really something wrong with mi recently.. Its as though i got split personality.. I can just be quiet suddenly..
Mayb I am just bothered by my family.. I am so glad that he is there to support mi and shower mi with all his never-ending love during this time..
After a serious tot about wat the hell is wrong with mi this morning..
I voiced out watever's on my mind the first thing when i woke up..
I am just afraid that I might take him for granted in the future..

n I realised something.. all these mths.. I have been whinning about all the mishaps in life.. Mayb its time i do something about it.. Everything is in my control..
If i want a better life and a better family, I have to work hard towards it..
n of cos i want to be a better gf for him, I got to pull myself together..

Yup ! No more whinning ! (Mayb jus an occasion of venting, tt will do)

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Anyway, meet my boi after my work today.. Acc him to the doc.. cos my dear baobei's got rashes!! =( Veri sian to see him getting frustrated over the itchiness & i dont know wat to do..
To make things worse, I wont be able to see him and take care of him for the next 3 days.. sad.. so I made him promise that he would eat his med on time n drink lotsa water,etc.

Acc him to pack his stuffs back camp.. Stupid boi.. Play with my hair clip.. Ha.. got scolding from his mom cos he keep disturbing mi.. lolx..

Went to buy some stuffs n back home !.. zzz

// Its bcos of your love, that i start to realise myself..
n bcos of this realization, that i want to change myself..
Not for you, but for myself
bcos I want to create a beautiful future for us..